Locked inside her heart

I can’t even remember her name right now

I must have past in the couch again

Where does she went?

She had vanish in the mist

Walked with no echo

Cried without a tear

 

Has she become this playful ghost that turns the light on and off?

Is she the one that closes the door keeping me locked?

 

I must have past out in the couch last night

I think I can remember her face now

She is the one

The one with the speechless beauty

The one with the eternal glow of perfection

The one with the breathtaking voice of eternal naivety

 

Is she the shadow that chases me in the dark?

Is she the staring sensation that I feel every night?

 

I should have never fallen sleep in the couch

I’ve missed all of her beauty

It just slipped between my fingers

All I have left of her crystal delicacy is this cold sensation

Where does the words went?

Where are the poems?

Where are the sonnets?

 

Is she the demon that I need to cast?

Is she ever going to release me from this curse?

 

How I wish I can remember her name

Tender light I shall call her

Stormy past I will named her

Love one

Gone one

Lust

Lost

Angel

Ghost

 

Is she the one making my bedroom walls bleed?

Is she that dead cold sigh that haunts me when my soul darkened?

 

Where is she now?

Have I left her to dry?

Maybe my clumsy words crushed her spirit with boredom

Maybe my love was more than impure

Maybe I am still waiting asleep in the couch

Waiting for her

Hunting her

Because I’m just a ghost

Locked inside her heart.

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